this feeling. is so disgustingly familiar to me i dont care for it at all.

my cheeks are warm, my hair is clean and i feel like a useless pile of m u s h.

i dont know why, i dont know what brings it on. i know i'm tired. i know i shouldnt be. i know i feel like bursting into tears right now.

i know i'm sick to the heavens with this shit i create around me.

this isnt here, this isnt happening, there has to be a way around it.

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