i've been called scary.

i've been called enigmatic.

i've been called unpredictable.

why?

my eyes. people don't like my eyes.

i've always liked my eyes. but... everyone seems to think i look at them like they may as well be dirt.

and i always look pissed off... or "miffed" as Ross would say. i just think a lack of confidence that i used to have and certainly still reserve an element of... sticks to me when i walk on my own. i never focus on shit. my eyes look everywhere and i know i look catistrophically hurt...like 3 of my cats have been run over and dropped off outside on my doorstep and every second i'm reliving this.

only one person outside my family has said i have nice eyes. and another agreed with him. seriously, i might just wear sunglasses everywhere now.

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