i would L-O-V-E a good old cigarette right now.

burning away to my fingertips.

i dont have the money.

i have to wash and get dressed and go to work.. with my mother.

who would smell it on me.

her birthday is in 3 days, i dont have the money for that either.

my birthday is in 34 days now.

i really want a smoke.

a lucky, a silky, a marlboro, a sovereign, a mayfair, a benson, a lambert, a long white stick filled with cancerous flakes.

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