life is no longer just bland.

it's stale.

english food left out on the worktop too long.

i'm so tired i don't know what to do with myself. except alienate myself from the rabble i have come to be associated with.

wake up, make up, spend 2 hours travelling to work.

2 hours, guys. i live not 10 minutes away from work and it takes me two hours to get there. why? because i'm a bum who can't drive, won't drive. can't afford to drive. can't afford taxis.

SOME BODY get me a new fucking job, please?

a full time one too.

i'm smart enough, pretty enough, scary enough, bold enough, sensitive enough, brave enough, positive enough, confident enough, and capable enough and goddamn it i DESERVE A REAL JOB.

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