*smiles* i know i suck monkey dick.

but i have scaled to new heights of geekiness in my absence- DEBATE SOCIETY.

yeah... i'm in the habit of saying "sure! i'll second, sure! i'll be first speaker" and preparing no notes whatsoever then standing in front of 20+ people including my headmaster saying "Good afternoon... bullshit bullshit bullshit... repeat bullshit *look into their eyes* bullshit bullshit bullshit... and that's basically our message here *insert argument*"

my english teacher loves it, i could turn up and say "yeah, you're all bastards, why dont you just fuck off, your problem is you're all foreigners"�Eddie Izzard but as long as i was confident and looked at them when i said it she'd say "i was so impressed,fallon, really, i'm so glad you joined us, as a woman and somewhat of a feminist, i'm so proud, you REALLY know how to talk to assemblies!"

but anyway, my general thesis that friendship groups and the like are a waste of time was pretty much proved today, having had one aquaintance come up to me and sort of "stay" with me the whole day. is it me or is that annoying? i kind of enjoy more the off chance of catching someone: "hey phil, how's it going? yeah i'm going this way..."

"alright darling? yeah i'm good, had a good weekend?"

yeah, i'm probably what's known as a loner, but guess what? i love it.

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