so i'm looking around the cupboards and fridge for something to drink.then it hits me.
there's water in the tap.
s'all good.
and then i get outside and it hits me again.
hard.
cuz i dont have an umbrella cuz i left it in my mother's car.
then the ammount of ppl who drive by me in their cars who i KNOW live round the corner from where they are going (LIKE MY NEIGHBOUR) maddens me more.
cuz i know they probably really do have umbrellas that work.
and they are just popping to the newsagent and then back home again.
and here i am at a bus stop shelter which is really bad at being a shelter cuz they leave holes in em... going somewhere.
to get my hair done.
and i got really angry, cuz i thought "and what happens if it's still raining like this when i come out the hairdressers?"
and then i looked across the street from the bus stop.
and before my eyes, is a hair dresser salon. 5 minutes walk from my house.
so i get madder.
and the rain gets harder.
and i think :
fuck it. i'm moving to Cali.
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