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<<2004-02-05|12:58 a.m.>>
Secretly I have been crying for days. Over and over and over, secretly my eyes are blood red from the salt and I can't help but choke on the wash of my own tears flowing back down my throat. Secretly, I have used boxes and boxes of Kleenex tissues. I have listened to hours of music where I can feel the emotions of the singer and the singer is crying in the songs too. I have smoked one thousand cigarettes and felt my lungs blacken with each and every one, secretly, though. |