WARNING! WARNING!i'm going to get really annoying and drama-queenish here. WARNING! WARNING!

so about 9.15am i sat down in the library opposite my friend Andy. by 9.20am i was holed up in one of the cubicles in the girls toilets crying.

i don't know what's got into me lately.

this morning i woke up and cried.

i've been really snappy... like an angry terripin.

people are so confused and concerned. carly tried to be a help and asked if i wanted a hug or to be left alone, i said "you can leave me alone."

i appreciate it but because i don't actually know what's wrong, there's nothing i can offer them as an explanation. and this just causes some frustration for them. and more for me.

i found the perfect word for myself today.

brittle.

chyeah.

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